My baby, I want you here with me so bad it hurts. I wish I could wake up to hear you cry and go hold and feed you. I wish I could see you smile and hear your laugh. Watch you grow. Everyday I think about how different my life would be if you were here with me and your dad @dmainekrause I just want my baby, James, here with me. Why couldn’t I have that. I remember when I first went to the hospital and they told me they couldn’t find your heart beat. I still had faith, I wanted to believe that they were wrong and that the machine just missed it. And when you were born all I wanted to hear was you cry, I just wanted to hear a cry, a sound come from you. And when I didn’t hear that my heart broke. Why did that have to happen to us? What did I do wrong and why couldn’t I save you? I miss you. I love you. And I’ll will see you someday my love. đź’— #Jamesaidenkrause #mybaby #iloveyou

My baby, I want you here with me so bad it hurts. I wish I could wake up to hear you cry and go hold and feed you. I wish I could see you smile and hear your laugh. Watch you grow. Everyday I think about how different my life would be if you were here with me and your dad @dmainekrause I just want my baby, James, here with me. Why couldn’t I have that. I remember when I first went to the hospital and they told me they couldn’t find your heart beat. I still had faith, I wanted to believe that they were wrong and that the machine just missed it. And when you were born all I wanted to hear was you cry, I just wanted to hear a cry, a sound come from you. And when I didn’t hear that my heart broke. Why did that have to happen to us? What did I do wrong and why couldn’t I save you? I miss you. I love you. And I’ll will see you someday my love. đź’— #Jamesaidenkrause #mybaby #iloveyou

eatingisfab:

one day i decided to call my friends and tell them to hangout with me, later i realized that i dont have any friends 

spottedjellyfish:

leilaballard:

this is probably the only sex gif i will every reblog, because for some reason i feel like it’s more than just sex. i don’t know if it’s how they’re actually looking at one another or the way they can’t get close enough. he’s actually looking at her like a person and not just a sex object. 

but then again, it could be all in my head. i mean, this is how i would want it to be. but that’s just me.

The way his hand goes down her body… Omg

spottedjellyfish:

leilaballard:

this is probably the only sex gif i will every reblog, because for some reason i feel like it’s more than just sex. i don’t know if it’s how they’re actually looking at one another or the way they can’t get close enough. he’s actually looking at her like a person and not just a sex object. 

but then again, it could be all in my head. i mean, this is how i would want it to be. but that’s just me.

The way his hand goes down her body… Omg

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My biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself. — Anonymous  (via suspend)

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I want to sit with someone at 3 am and talk. Like really talk. I want you to tell me what keeps you up at night, that dream you keep having, what certain songs make you feel like, what you think happens after death. Talk to me about your family and your dreams.

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